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I’m in love with someone I know I could never trust

I believe that people can change

I believe people makes mistakes

But how could i think that someone loved me when they nearly killed me six times

And it cpuld’ve been seven

But I learned

How could i think he’s not lying when he called me a paranoid for thinking he was doing something that it was true

I could never be with him

I could never marry him

Like I wanted

But i’m looking forward to seeing him someday

Kiss him

And grab him like the old days

Talk and laugh and have sex

And then go away

‘Cause that’s all I could do

It’s big enough to think that I could ever forgive him

I hope I do